For as long as a I can remember the goal of life was always the chase for better, for happiness. I think, it was programmed into my mind to believe the pursuit and desire for something more will give us happiness. This desire in my life has only created a gap in my life. A gap of something missing. Which has led me to question many things in my life. The most important of them being of course my existence, what am I? What am I responsible for? What is my calling? Does this make me happy? Why does it make me happy? Why does it not fulfill me? Am I even a person capable of being happy? Is happiness something we chase or create?
I believe it is to create. However, I do not know what that looks like, yet.